I write from the heart on this matter, I write so I can understand, I write of what I have not spoken of. I write of the time I nearly lost you. I nearly lost you, I did not realise at the time, It never crossed my mind. We nearly lost you. I cried, I prayed, I was so afraid. I can not bear to image the what if, I can not bear to think about it. All that matters is the life we have now, Every moment, every smile, Every laugh, every talk. Like I do, I bottled it up, I told only a few. But you nearly died, I nearly lost you. And it hurts, It still hurts, To think that. I could not bear to lose any of you. I write of this now because the truth is still few know. I can not speak of this, I can only write. You never gave in. You fought until you were better. You may never understand how much of an inspiration you are to me. I write because I love you. I write to tell the world, When all seems lost, do not give in. Whether God exists or not. That night I prayed, That night I Hop
